Daughter saw Psychiatrist on Thursday. Psychiatrist increased 3 of the 5 medications she has prescribed for Daughter. I am cautiously optimistic. When we left Psychiatrist's office, Daughter was sobbing. She didn't understand what had been said and had misinterpreted much of it. By the time we got back to the church (Thursday is her day volunteering in the office), I had calmed her down. She went into my office and crashed, sleeping for a couple of hours. Last night Daughter had a Christmas party. She was out late, and was in a crowd with loud music. When she called me last night, she was happy. She had been able to handle the chaos. She wouldn't have been able to do that a week ago.
The last few weeks have been challenging to say the least. They would have been more challenging if she'd been living with me. She was manufacturing drama on a daily basis. At one point, she had people convinced she had diabetic neuropathy in her feet. I told them to tell her her feet would stop hurting if she would wear sensible shoes. The nurse and case manager wanted to rush her off to an endocrinologist. I informed them her physician had examined her feet for signs of diabetic neuropathy last month, and she had passed with flying colors. I said it was her latest attempt to get attention, and that when I told her her feet were fine and to cut it out, she insisted that at that moment they had been bothering her.
She was calling multiple times a day, each time with a new plan. What was real was that she wasn't sleeping, and something had triggered her PTSD so that she didn't feel safe anyplace. At one point I was in a meeting at the church in a room with no cell signal. When she couldn't reach me, she was calling people to go to my house and check on me, as she was sure I was dead. She was in a panic-- and she knew I had a meeting that evening.
I've discovered that this congregation has the same tendency to act out in weird ways when Daughter is distracting me. So I heard all about how we never sing familiar hymns, and the new ones we introduce occasionally all all horrible. We've been singing a new response in worship, and I said it would continue until Christmas, at which point they said, "Oh, we like that one. It's okay." They were contradicting themselves all over the place. The most frustrating part, though, is that only Daughter and one other person responded to our request for them to give us the names of hymns they wanted to sing-- and the insert was in the bulletin in the midst of their complaining. So they hate all the new songs (except for the ones we like) and we never sing anything familiar (except for when we do) but they aren't going to tell us what they want to sing.
They complain I don't visit the shut-ins enough. I told them I'd take home communion to any who wanted it before Christmas, and told the care group to check with their people to see if they wanted it. One shut-in wanted it, so her care person emailed everyone except me about her desire to have communion. One of the people who did receive the email asked me about it. I told her I hadn't received the email. She promised to tell the care person she needed to contact me. Of course, she hasn't. I emailed her today. We are running out of time before Christmas. I understand she sent the email Tuesday, but I didn't hear about it until Thursday evening, and Friday was my day off, a day off I desperately needed. Administrative Assistant thinks we are in pretty good shape with the work that needs to get done. There are 4 more bulletins and a newsletter that need to get done in 3 days this week, so I hope she's right. I also have 2 more sermons to finalize. Beginning Christmas Day, I will have time off. I will be leading worship on the 28th and the 4th, but the rest of the time I'll be able to relax. I'm looking forward to it. I'll jump back in to get ready for the board retreat on the 5th. Hopefully, with Daughter more stable, some of the passive-aggressive stuff at the church will stop. I should also be better able to handle it.
Tuesday evening I'll pick up Daughter, and she'll be with me until January 4. Psychiatrist told me how to get in contact with her if there is a problem. I'm hoping there won't be.